Grace is Gone- Dave Matthews Band

thanks for all your encouraging words. :)

though life doesn't seem better, much to my own credit, i suppose the rainbow is somewhere there.

i went clubbing last night in hope of feeling better. i was with my cousin and her friends and hey, things didn't seem so bad. zouk was great and my uncle sure helped my entrance.

then we decided to visit gotham. my cousin gave that a miss, and i should have left with her. she passed me her ID, just in case. and i got her ID confiscated.

i am such an ass. undisputed. i suppose i wouldnt have given more than a fart if it was somebody else's, but i got my cousin into trouble. GOD. i was so pissed with myself. for once i wished i did the right thing.

nothing's gone right for me ever since i moved. perhaps it's a bad omen.

or maybe it's just me. i've always perceived myself as the type to embrace change, but this one hit me right where it hurt.

my mum's getting angry about my frequent nights out. i was supposed to watch narnia tonight and daryl already got my ticket, which ended up being a 12 am show. i totally didnt mind and brought my medisoc out to study, but my mum had to call and show her unhappiness, so i went home without catching the movie.

i have a love/hate relationship with my mother.

and i friggin' lost my handphone charger AND thumbdrive so i have to fork out like 80 bucks in total to replace all that. i might as well just shave my head and be a nun. that way i won't upset anybody and i won't upset myself.

not to forget the friggin' jack daniel's eyeing me maliciously, in the face.
screw it all.

I blogged @ 11:44 PM